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The Sound Of Being Alive

by Whitehouse

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catfoodcanopener You know the feeling when one's "musical innocence" is lost? When something challenges what you thought music could do? Was yours from a metal or a grindcore band? Godspeed? The Caretaker? Merzbow? I see Whitehouse as the ultimate reach of that loss: a vivid passion of sermons, of reality of which no one speaks, which grips like being strangled, every feeling a person could receive, at their maximal capacity. Favorite track: Cruise (Force The Truth).
jamki
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jamki
kill this fucking nightmare that is inside you Favorite track: Killing Hurts Give You The Secrets.
Jim Clarke
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Jim Clarke I'm such an absolute cunt Favorite track: Dumping The Fucking Rubbish.
GammaRazed
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GammaRazed Oh, how this takes me back to random flashbacks of a worthless life lost in the bullshit trash of other people's problems, tied up in lack and abuse and endless endless possibilities that can never in reality reach any satisfying conclusion? Anyway, thanks for nothing, to mainly everybody but myself! x humans are trash Favorite track: Dyad.
Nekminnit4
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Nekminnit4 Absolutely devastating and immense in its power. Both the music and lyrics will crawl under your skin and make you feel both pain and bliss. Favorite track: A Cunt Like You.
Steven Smith
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Steven Smith this is necessary listening for everyone. whitehouse is drain cleaner for the soul.
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1.
YOU BOY
 WHAT'S IT LIKE TO WET YOUR FOOT IN A COLD SWIMMING POOL?
 WHAT DOES YOUR VOICE SOUND LIKE UNDERWATER? 
AT NIGHT?
 CAN YOU DO THE CHICKENSKIN SWIM?
 CAN YOU DO THE CHLORINE GARGOYLE?
 CAN YOU WRIGGLE LIKE AN EEL?

 YOU'RE ANOTHER SHUT-IN FREAK 
LIVING OFF THE BURN OF BOY'S OWN RAZZLED BODY
 ANOTHER CUP OF INSTANT COFFEE
 ANOTHER PLASTIC SPOON
 ANOTHER TABLE ROUTINE 
I DON'T KNOW WHY BOY'S PROUD OF A NICOTINE HACK 
WHAT'S SO FUCKING CLEVER ABOUT THAT?
 YOU LITTLE CUNT
 ANOTHER TUBE
 ANOTHER TUBE OF SHITPASTE
 SQUEEZED OUT
 SQUEEZE OUT THAT BROWN HAIRGEL
 SQUIRT YOUR FAVE LONG TUBE 
RECARVING BOY HOLLOW INTO THE SPLASH
 AND I REALLY DON'T KNOW
 NO IDEA 
I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHY BOY'D BE PROUD
 OF ANOTHER CASE OF FLU
 FACE THE FEAST OF POWDER
 FACE THE FEAST OF POWDER 
FACE THE FEAST OF POWDER
' CAUSE I KNOW YOU'LL SCREAM AND TELL THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD

 ANOTHER TUBE
 ANOTHER TUBE OF SHITPASTE
 SQUEEZED OUT
 SQUEEZE OUT THAT BROWN HAIRGEL 
SQUIRT YOUR FAVE LONG TUBE
 RECARVING BOY HOLLOW INTO THE SPLASH
 AND I REALLY DON'T KNOW
 NO IDEA 
I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA 
I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHY BOY'D BE PROUD OF ANOTHER CASE OF FLU
 ANOTHER RUNNING NOSTRIL 
ANOTHER RUNNING MOUTH
 AND DON'T JUST SIT THERE CHATTING
 NODDING AMICABLY 
GIVE ME THOSE LIGHTS
 AND STOP GIGGLING, CHICKENSKIN
 FACE THE FEAST OF POWDER 
FACE THE FEAST OF POWDER
 FACE THE FEAST OF POWDER
 'CAUSE I KNOW YOU'LL SCREAM AND TELL THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD
 TELL THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD

 



I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU'D BE PROUD OF YOUR 33 HOURS' LACK OF NEED
 YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER SHUT-IN FREAK
 LIVING OFF THE BURN OF BOY'S OWN RAZZLED BODY
 ANOTHER CUP OF INSTANT COFFEE
 ANOTHER PLASTIC SPOON
 ANOTHER TABLE ROUTINE 
I DON'T KNOW WHY BOY'D BE PROUD OF A NICOTINE HACK
 WHAT'S SO FUCKING CLEVER ABOUT THAT?
 YOU LITTLE CUNT
 YOU LITTLE CUNT

 COME ON BOY
 YOU'RE HOME
 HEY CHICKENSKIN
 YOU'RE HOME
 WRIGGLE LIKE A FUCKING EEL
 WRIGGLE LIKE A FUCKING EEL
 WRIGGLE LIKE A FUCKING EEL
2.
THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH DETAILS THERE ARE NO FUCKING DETAILS NO FACTS JUST THE LOUD NOTED ABSENCE SOME TITILLATING HISTORY SOME FAMILY SNAPS NO BRUISES NO CUTS NOR PLASTER CASTS NO BLACK EYES NO TEARS NOR HOSPITAL WHITE LINEN FETISH GEAR WHERE'S THE REFLECTION? IT'S NOT THERE NOT OVER ALL THOSE SENSIBLE CLOTHES NOT ON THOSE PUCKERED GUMPS YOU'LL HAVE TO MAKE IT UP FANTASISE THE DETAILS FORCE THE OBVIOUS I'VE HAD TO LISTEN TO THESE SICK FUCK INVALIDS FOR WHAT SEEMS LIKE MY ENTIRE LIFE AND WORSE, I'VE WANTED TO BUY WHAT PRECIOUS LITTLE THEY HAD TO SELL RIGHT NOW I'M SERIOUSLY FUCKING SICK OF IT SERIOUSLY FUCKING TIRED OF THEIR FILTHY LIES AND HALF-BRAINED SALES STUMBLES AND THEN THEIR COMPLETE CONDESCENSION I'M BORED WITH THEIR JOBS AND I'M SICK OF PITCHED SECOND-HAND EXPERIENCE I THINK THERE ARE BETTER PLACES TO SINK TO AND I'M SEARCHING ESPECIALLY FOR GRIEF PAIN IS SUCKED HARD THROUGH GRIEF AND I'LL PAY TO SEE IT SPOTLIT IT'S BETTER WHEN IT'S POSITIONED AND SOLD I'LL EVEN BELIEVE IN WHAT THEY CALL HUMAN WOULD YOU LIKE TO HELP US? DO YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT? WHO CARES FOR YOU NOWADAYS? WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF? DO YOU EVER SAY NO TO ANYBODY? HOW FAR DO YOU LET THEM GO? AFTERWARDS, DO YOU EVER COMPLAIN? HOW LONG DO YOU SPEND WITH EACH? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU FUCKING WANT? DO YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT? WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY FAITH? DO YOU KNOW JESUS CHRIST NEVER EXISTED? DIDN'T YOU KNOW IT'S A FUCKING MYTH? WHO TOLD YOU THAT? PERHAPS YOU COULD TELL US ABOUT YOUR PERSONAL HABITS? WHERE DO YOU BUY YOUR GROCERIES? WHAT DO YOU BUY FOR YOURSELF? WHAT WAS YOUR LAST MEAL? WHAT KIND OF TOILET PAPER DO YOU PREFER? IS THERE A SONG YOU'D LIKE TO HEAR? ARE YOU SLEEPING WELL? DO YOU NEED TO SIT DOWN? DOES IT ALWAYS HURT? CAN I POUR YOU A DRINK? WHAT ARE YOU DOING ABOUT YOUR SKIN? HAS SEX BEEN A WAY TO ESCAPE YOUR PROBLEMS? WHAT DOES SEX MEAN TO YOU? DOES ALCOHOL HELP? DO YOU FEEL DEPRESSED AFTERWARDS? ISN'T IT EXTRAORDINARY TO DO WHAT YOU'RE DOING FOR FREE? DO OTHERS DO IT BECAUSE THEY ENJOY IT? DO YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT? WHAT ARE YOU GETTING OUT OF IT? DOES IT HURT EMOTIONALLY? WHY ARE YOU SCARED OF PAIN? WHO CAN YOU TALK TO? ARE YOU REALLY HAPPY WITH THE WAY YOU LOOK? WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF? WHAT COULD YOU HAVE DONE DIFFERENTLY? COULD YOU POSSIBLY HELP US? WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF? DO YOU LIE BACK ON YOUR BED IN THOUGHT? DO YOU WONDER ABOUT WHAT YOUR PARENTS WOULD THINK? WOULD LYING TO MUMMY MAKE YOU FEEL BAD? RIGHT NOW WHAT WOULD SHE SAY TO YOU? WHAT WOULD DADDY THINK? DOES GRANNY KNOW? DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG? AND WAS THIS PART OF THE DREAM?
3.
DOESN'T IT MAKE YOU SOMETIMES THINK AGAIN THAT THERE ARE SOME DESPITE HAVING EVERYTHING JUST FEEL LONELY AND EMPTY AND SEVERELY LACKING I THINK IT'S REALLY A COMMON THING LIKE MANY GO ON LIVING FROM ONE FUCKING DAY TO THE NEXT PITS OF DESPAIR, HELLS OF LONELINESS SQUALID 2 THOUSAND FUCKING MILE STARES FUCKING HEADBANGING SCUM WITH SOME FOUL REMNANT TASTE OF PASSERS-BY WITH FEELING SOME LAME PASSING TASTE OF NON-ACHIEVEMENT YET DEEP DOWN INSIDE THERE'S THIS HOLE INSIDE OF THEM EMPTY, HOLLOW, VACATED IT'S LIKE YOU ASK YOURSELF IS THIS IT? IS THIS WHAT I'VE BEEN FUCKING LIVING FOR? THIS IS IT? ISN'T LIFE DISAPPOINTING? CONSTANTLY MISLED, DECEIVED, AND PERPETUALLY LIED TO THIS LIFE THAT WAS SO NEAR TO NEVER HAPPENING PEOPLE LOOKING FOR THAT ELUSIVE IT TO FILL DEEP VOID AND EMPTINESS INSIDE WHATEVER THIS IS IS THAT ONE THING THAT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL A SENSE OF WHOLENESS, OF COMPLETENESS, OF PEACE? OF HAPPINESS AND WHEN YOU HAVE IT WHEN IT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU ONLY THEN CAN YOU BEGIN TO: FEEL THAT OR PERHAPS THAT FEELING FILLING YOU UP COMPLETELY THAT'S WHEN YOU KNOW THAT YOU'VE FOUND THAT PIECE OF YOU THAT WAS MISSING ALL ALONG THOUGH WHATEVER THAT HAPPINESS TRULY IS IT'S ELUSIVE YOU HAVE TO STRIKE ONCE YOU FIND THE SLIGHTEST CHANCE THE SLIGHTEST WINDOW OF OPPORTUNITY YOU'LL HAVE TO GRAB IT AND YOU MIGHT JUST FIND IT SLIPPED AWAY AND YOU'LL BE LEFT ONLY HOLDING THOUGHTS OF WHAT COULD HAVE MIGHT HAVE SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE CONSTRUCT OF REGRETS SO WHEN YOU DO FIND IT RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU NOW DO FUCKING TAKE IT. DID YOU EVER WONDER HOW PEOPLE CONTINUALLY SCHEME BEHIND YOUR BACK? YOU CAN NEVER TELL WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF YOU TO SHIELD YOU FROM A BITTER PAINFUL TRUTH OR MAYBE JUST NOT WANTING TO REVEAL THEIR INTENTIONS WAITING FOR THE RIGHT TIME TO ASSAIL YOU, OBLITERATE YOU BUT MAYBE NOT MAYBE EVERYONE LIKES YOU AND NO-ONE PLANS HURTING YOU MAYBE YOU'RE SAFE THEN AGAIN MAYBE NOT WHILE YOU BREATHE HERE NOW YOU REALISE THE REAL TRUTH YOU CAN RELY ON NO ONE BECAUSE THEY WILL BETRAY YOU IT'S JUST A MATTER OF TIME YOU CAN RELY ON NO ONE LOOKING INTO THE EYES YOU'VE KNOWN FOR A LONG TIME OR HAVE JUST MET WHEN YOU SEE SOME LINE OR SHADOW ON THEIR FACE AND YOU REALISE YOU CANNOT TRUST THEM THEY WILL LET YOU DOWN IT'S A SHEER MATTER OF TIME. NO IDEA AT ALL I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON INSIDE YOUR FUCKING HEAD DO SOME FUCKING INTROSPECTION LOOK DOWN INSIDE EXPLORE THE VERY ESSENCE OF WHO-THE-FUCK YOU ARE AND I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'LL NOTICE JUST HOW FUCKING KEPT DOWN AND EMPTY YOU ARE SO ALONE SO VOID SO FUCKING LONELY EXPLORE THAT PLACE YOU ONLY FIND CLOUDED MEMORIES OF PATHETIC FAILURES PATHETIC LIMP NEEDY FRUSTRATIONS AND RIDICULOUS MISSED DREAMS ASK YOURSELF SO THIS IS IT? THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN GRINDING OUT? WHAT AN EMPTY LIFE YOUR MISERABLE FUCKING LIFE IN GENERAL THAT MISERABLY FAILS TO ADDRESS THAT DEEP LONGINGNESS INSIDE YOU THAT DEEP PAINFUL VOID IT'S WHY YOU NEED TO FIND SOMEONE TO HURT IT'S TIME TO TAKE YOUR OWN LIFE AND EXAMINE IT BECAUSE MIGHT YOU MIGHT FIND YOURSELF SAYING THIS IS IT? THIS IS ALL I HAVE EVER LIVED FOR AS YOU WALK THROUGH LIFE LIGHT BECAUSE YOU'RE WALKING UTTERLY EMPTY JUST HOW EMPTY AND MEANINGLESS YOUR ACTIONS HAVE BEEN GO DEEP INSIDE THAT NOTHINGINESS YOU CALL YOURSELF AND EXAMINE YOUR OWN SHODDY MOTIVES TO REALISE THAT YOU'RE WOUNDING YOURSELF MORE THAN YOU EVER COULD IT'S REALLY FUCKING TRAGIC TO SEE THAT THRILL-HURTING YOURSELF IN SUCH A MANNER SINCE YOU OBVIOUSLY GET THRILLS CHEATING BUT IN TRUTH CHEATING YOURSELF SCAMMED OUT OF A LIFE.
4.
YOU LOOK LIKE A FUCKING BAT, YOU OLD SLUT I REALLY LOATHE VULGARITY, SO COMMON YOUR DISGRACEFUL CELLULITIS YOU'LL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN FUCKING STEREOTYPE YOU TAKE JUST LIKE A CUNT CUNT FUCKS JUST LIKE A CUNT YOU ACHE JUST LIKE A CUNT A CUNT LIKE YOU CUNT FUCKS JUST LIKE A CUNT YOU FUCKING STEREOTYPE LISTEN TO THE SOUND OF BEING ALIVE, CUNT LOOK AT YOURSELF, CUNT WRAP UP PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER YOU'RE A FUCKING MESS SAY IT YOU'RE A FUCKING MESS YOU'RE A FUCKING DISGRACE CUNT YOU TAKE JUST LIKE A CUNT CUNT FUCKS JUST LIKE A CUNT YOU ACHE JUST LIKE A CUNT A CUNT LIKE YOU FUCKING STEREOTYPE LISTEN TO THE SOUND OF BEING ALIVE LOOK AT YOURSELF, CUNT WRAP UP PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER YOU’RE A FUCKING MESS YOU’RE A FUCKING DISGRACE CUNT AND STILL YOU’RE SAYING NOTHING HAPPENED? NOTHING HAPPENED? WHILE THAT DOG LOOKS AT YOU HE’S GLANCING AT THAT SNATCH OF WIZENING CLEAVAGE WIZENING OLD TIT ATTRACTION? YOU MUST BE FUCKING JOKING, CUNT AND AS FOR THOSE RIDICULOUS SHOES… ALWAYS TOO MUCH PERFUME ALWAYS TOO MUCH PLASTER YES, THAT DOG LOOKS AT YOU IN FASCINATED REPULSION EVEN HIS DISGUSTING HALF-ERECTION IS DISGUSTED BECAUSE NOTHING IN THE WORLD COULD POSSIBLY COMPARE TO HOLDING HIS SWEET LITTLE DAUGHTER’S HAND COULD IT? CUNT
5.
THE YOU NEEDS TO GET TO 3-STAR ROOM YOU’RE PLEADING TO GET TO ROOM CONSTANTLY LOOKING TO FIND THAT PLACE THAT SOMETHING THAT SOMEBODY AND WHEN YOU DO THE YOU BECOMES TROUBLED AND DISTURBED AND IN THAT STATE PROCEED TO BE SHOCKED AND ASTONISHED CAN’T THINK OF ANYTHING BUT DINNER FROM ROOM SERVICE? THE HOT PLATE OF FOOD THE TASTY FRIED MEAT THE STEAMING POTATOES THE TENDER VEGETABLES FRIENDLY CRUSTY BREAD HOT CHOCOLATE DESSERT TOPPED SO AFFECTIONATELY WITH DOUBLE CREAM IS THAT THE YOU’S ONLY FRIEND? APART FROM WAITER WHO PROMISED TO BRING IT WITH GREAT PLEASURE. QUESTION: WHEN DID YOU NOTICE THE INTERNAL PAIN? WAS IT BEFORE SIGNING THE CHEQUE? HURT DEEP INSIDE THE VAGINA IT MUST BE CANCER OR RAPE GET TO THE TOILET TO FIND BRIGHT RED BLOOD BUT YOU’RE PAST BLEEDING THAT SOMETHING THAT SOMEBODY QUESTION: WHAT ARE THOSE HUGE GASHES ON YOUR RIGHT LEG FROM THE MIDDLE OF THE BACK OF THE LEG TO THE MIDDLE OF THE FRONT? WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? WHERE THE FUCK DID THAT COME FROM? TIME FOR A SHOWER A SHOWER TO WASH AWAY THE FILTH THE MEMORY AND GET READY TO EXAMINE THE GLORY OF THOSE FLAWLESS ROHYPNOL BRUISES OR GHB? OR BOTH? WAS IT THAT BLACK BOY WHO BROUGHT DINNER? OR THE BARTENDER? BUT THEN THE YOU CHOOSES NOT TO HAVE SEX HOW CAN YOU FACE WHAT YOU CAN’T REMEMBER? IN 3-STAR ROOM. YOU WANT TO GET HOME TO HUDDLE AND SHAKE HUDDLE AND SHAKE SHAKE IT, YOU SHAKE, RATTLE AND ROLL IT THEN, NOT-CUNT FUCKING SHAKE IT FUCKING SHAKE IT, BABY QUESTION: DO I HAVE TO CONSOLE YOU? TALK TO THE YOU? THAT YOU’RE NOT A PIECE OF CRAP WHEN THE YOU GETS RAPED? WOULD I ABANDON YOU? WOULD I ABANDON A PIECE OF CRAP? DO YOU REALLY THINK I WOULD DO THAT? WHY WAS IT THE YOU? THE CUNT? NO SHORT SKIRT NO FANTASY HOSE NO FLIRTING DAYLIGHT JUST TWO DRINKS NOT HUNGRY FOR A GOOD HARD FUCKING THAT WOULD LEAVE NC PUMMELLED WITH PAIN INSIDE. YOU WANT TO GET TO HOSPITAL BED THE WHITE WOMB PATIENTLY WAITING FOR THE YOU CONSTANTLY LOOKING TO FIND THAT PLACE THE BED FOR THE BRONCHITIS (THAT INFLAMMATION OF THE LINING OF THE BRONCHIAL TUBES) THE DELIRIUM THE CELLULITIS (THAT INFECTION OF THE SOFT TISSUES IN THE LEGS – LETHAL IF NOT TREATED WITH ANTIBIOTICS) THE PAINFUL BLOOD CLOTS THE ATROPHYING LEG MUSCLES THE PNEUMONIA (THAT SERIOUS INFECTION OF YOUR LUNGS) THE NIGHT FEVER THE GLAMOUR OF SERIOUS ILLNESS QUOI SELFISHNESS BUT THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT IT’S WHAT MAKES THE YOU DIFFERENT SIGNIFICANT STRONGER THAN YESTERDAY LONELINESS DOESN’T HURT ANY MORE NEW QUESTION: SO HOW DO YOU LIKE PSYCHIATRISTS? LUCID? OR EMPATHETIC? BUT THEN THE YOU JUST BLANK STARES OR SAYS SOME WORDS AND THAT’S THE MOMENT YOU RULE OVER ALL LIFE.
6.
Guru 05:32
ISN’T IT BETTER TO THINK ABOUT WHAT THE FUCK IT IS WE REALLY WANT WHY WE DO THE THINGS WE DO THE THINGS THAT REALLY HAUNT US, AFFECT US, REALLY TOUCH US AND THESE THINGS WE REALLY WE TRULY SCARE ABOUT THE NIGHTMARES WOULD YOU FEEL OTHERS WOULD BE BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU? AND YOU AGREE YOU SHOULDN’T CHANGE YOUR AGREEMENTS? AND SHOULD I FORCE THAT FUCKING MOUTH SHUT? TRUTH IN THE DARKNESS ISN’T WHAT YOU WANT TO SEE NOTICE THE THE UGLINESS, THAT’S RIGHT WORK YOUR FACEMEAT INTO EXPRESSIONS NOW YOU FUCKING LISTEN WE NOW KNOW HOW IT WAS ALWAYS SO EVEN MORE ORDINARY EVEN MORE SLOPPY AND EVEN MORE DISAPPOINTING IN YOUR OWN WORDS AND IN YOUR AWARENESS YOU KNEW WHAT WASN’T ANYWHERE NEAR THE FACT YOU STILL DON’T KNOW YOU KNOW THE FUCK HOW IT IS THE FUCK HOW YOU LIVED, THE FUCK HOW YOU’LL DIE SO WHILE YOU CAN STARE AT YOUR BLANK SELF FROM WHERE I SEE IT FROM UP HERE IT’S JUST THE WAY IT IS JUST AS THAT’S JUST THE WAY IT WAS JUST AS I’LL CALL YOUR FUCKING BULLSHIT JUST AS I’LL TURN YOUR HATE TO SYMPATHY JUST AS I’LL FUCK YOU SO HARD JUST AS I’LL WORK YOU LIKE FUCKING SLAVERY JUST AS I’LL POP YOU IN THE FUCKING HOTSEAT AND IF : YOU’RE WILLING TO WORK AND CREATE ALTERS I’LL REACH OVER TAKE HOLD OF THE ZIP OF YOUR FUCKING PARASITE FACADE AND PULL IT DOWN SO SO SO QUICKLY STRIKE SO FUCKING FAST THAT A DESPERATE TORTURED FRAGILE SOUL OF YOURS YOUR TIRED SLOW TENDERED DISSOCIATED FUCKING CORE SLIDES ONTO THIS FLOOR DIVIDING YOUR SPLIT DYSFUNCTIONING CARCASS IT MUST BE TIME TO GO INSIDE TO FIND OUT WHAT THE FUCK IT IS THE YOU REALLY WANTS IT’S PERFECTNESS, IT’S SHATTEREDNESS DISSOCIATE, PISS FEAR LIKE ECONOMY APPLE JUICE LIKE THE DAMP URINE PERVERTS ASKED YOU TO DRINK CREATE THE OPEN CAN’T-HAVE BUTTERFLY IN YOUR MONARCH MIND AROUND A DAMAGED HYPOCRITE FACE BECAUSE IS ANY ONE INSIDE YOUR MIND AFRAID YOU NO LONGER SEE A SOLITARY FUCKING THING A SCAREDNESS THAT CAN NOW BARELY BE HEARD OR FIND THE FINAL SCARFED-OUT AIR NOT TO BE INHALED NOW THAT FINALLY AIR SEEMS TO TASTE OF SOMETHING EVEN A PERSON’S OWN LAST STOMACH-ACHE WILL NEED SPECIFIC INTIMATE FACTS TO TRULY HATE ANY ONE INSIDE ALREADY? AFRAID OF WHAT YOU MIGHT NOT LET ME STOP DOING IS ANY ONE INSIDE AFRAID TO DEPEND ON THIS PERSON’S CHOICE NOW AS I SEE IT FROM WHERE I’M LOOKING THAT’S REALLY JUST THE WAY IT IS.
7.
CAN I SUGGEST YOU? GET FUCKED WHILE YOU LIE ABOUT CHILD-MOLESTING GROPES AND PARKBENCH FLASHERS AND PERVERT CREEPS AND ANAL VIRGINITY AND POLAROID SNAPS AND VERBAL ABUSE AND BATHROOM RAPES I DON'T KNOW HOW WELL YOU CAN: REMEMBER YOUR OWN POINTLESS GLUE-SNIFFING ADOLESCENCE THAT FUMBLING FLOPPY SEX IN BETWEEN FAGS THOSE PATHETIC FISTFIGHTS ALL THOSE PATHETIC PETTY THEFTS AND THIS AND THAT AND THIS AND THAT AND THIS AND THAT AND EVERY OTHER FUCKING ADIDAS-CLICHÉD CRINGE. CAN I SUGGEST YOU: POSE WHILE YOU TAKE ANOTHER FRANTIC GLANCE AT YOUR SHOPWINDOW REFLECTION ENSURING THE STINKING LIE IS MAINTAINED BECAUSE THAT'S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU YES, THAT'S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU YOU'LL LET A LEERING SCUMBAG BEERDRINKING RAT RAISE YOUR NOSTRILS FOR A CLOSE-UP SMELL OF FINGERTIP NICOTINE AND ANIMAL FAT AND FORCE AN OPEN DEAD MOUTH LAP UP OUNCES OF SEMICHEM SWEAT SO CAN YOU FEEL THAT: WOULD BE A TRULY TRULY DISGUSTING THING? AND THAT'S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME I'LL OPEN THE PACKAGE I'LL WATCH THE SHOW I'LL ENJOY PERFECTLY WELL-MADE ART I'LL GET IN LINE BEHIND STUPIDITY I'LL LET YOU LIE THROUGH YOUR TEETH I'LL MAKE YOU FEEL SPECIAL I'LL NOT PICK OUT THE MISTAKES IN PUBLIC I'LL JUST PUT IT DOWN TO PASSION AND FEIGNED MEMORY LAPSE. WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? CERTAINLY NOT RAPED THAT'S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU A DRUNK? A DRUG ADDICT? A MOTHERLY PROTECTOR OF THE YOUNG? ANOTHER BED-STAINING CUNT? A CHILD MOLESTOR THAT NEEDS TO BE TOLD? OR JUST A CRAVEN LUST-DRIVEN ARTIST CHANNELING CONFUSION AND FEAR INTO A SICKLY LIMP REPETITIVE CRAFT YES, THAT'S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU YOU'LL ACT LATE AND SURPRISED YOU SAY YOU LOVED SEX? YOU'LL LOVE BEING HATED FOR THE ACT THE FILTHIER THE ABUSE AND THE DESPERATE UNDERAGE DETAILS THE FATTER THE PAYBACK SO RATHER THAN JUST LISTEN BE ALTERED BY WHAT'S BEEN SAID NOW THAT'S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME I'LL SHOW YOU EMOTIONAL TRUTH I'LL SHOW YOU THE FUCKING SOURCE I'LL SHOW YOU YET ANOTHER FUCKING LIAR AND THIS IS FOR THE YOU I'LL SHOW YOU THAT SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOU: FEEL DIFFERENT FEEL SPECIAL I'LL GIVE YOU: THOUGHTS IMAGES SOUNDS I'LL GIVE THE YOU SOMETHING EVEN MORE INTERESTING THAN THE LAST ONE AND I'LL TELL YOU WHY IT'S THE BEST ONE YET AND THEN THE YOU CAN LOOK BACK ON IT ALL AND SAY: THIS IS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME AND SEE: WHY YOU NEVER BECAME A DANCER.
8.
Dyad 04:51
PERHAPS YOU SHOULD OPEN YOUR EYES A BIT MORE THAN YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH I’LL GIVE THE YOU JUST ONE LAST CHANCE I’LL GIVE THE YOU ONE LAST STINKING PARAGRAPH ONE LAST STINKING VERSE ONE LAST WEASEL PHRASE ONE LAST FILTHY IMAGE JUST ONE LAST TIME FOR THE YOU TO FUCKING GET IT WHICH IS EVEN MORE DISGUSTING YOU BATTERY FUCKING HEN WHICH IS RAW MATERIAL RAW MATERIAL OF A FUCKING LOSER WHAT’S IN IT FOR US? WHERE’S THE GOODIE? HOW LONG ARE WE GOING TO PLAY THIS GAME? HOW LONG? HOW LONG ARE WE GOING TO PLAY THIS FUCKING GAME? OWN UP OWN UP TO YOUR DIRTY LITTLE TRICKY DEEDS OWN UP TO YOUR FUCKING RACKET AND OWN UP TO WHO YOU’RE RUNNING IT ON NOW YOU GUILTY FUCKING CRIMINAL WHAT ABOUT ME? WHAT ABOUT MY? WHAT ABOUT FUCK? WHAT ABOUT THIS? WHAT ABOUT THAT? WHAT ABOUT YOUR? WHAT ABOUT PAIN? WHAT ABOUT IT? WHAT ABOUT THE SQUIRREL PROCESS? WHAT ABOUT YOUR THAT BODY? THAT LIVING SCULPTURE TO WORTHLESS BELIEFS WHAT ABOUT IT? OWN UP TO YOUR FUCKING RACKET DON’T TRY AND DILUTE ME WITH YOUR FUCKING RACKETS MY LIFE IS ALREADY EMPTY ENOUGH MY LIFE IS HOLLOW MY LIFE IS MEANINGLESS MEANINGLESS ENOUGH TO REMIND ME AGAIN WHAT I DON’T WANT MORE OF ON AND ON AND ON AND ON TILL IT’S SELF-DISGUST SHOULDN’T MY TIME BE WORTH A BIT MORE? JUST A BIT MORE THAN THIS? MORE THAN A LAZY FUCKING HARD-ON MORE THAN ZERO INTEREST MORE THAN SOME MINIMAL THING MORE THAN ZERO COME ON AND PROVE ME RIGHT OWN UP OWN UP TO YOUR FUCKING RACKET WHAT’S THE YOU A PAY-OFF FOR? WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT? WHAT DO THE FUCK DO YOU WANT? WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT? WHAT DO THE FUCK DO YOU WANT? HOW MUCH IS THE REST OF A LIFE REALLY WORTH? AND WHAT THE FUCK WILL I WANT IT FOR?
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Philosophy 09:17
JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER JUST LIKE YOUR MOTHER WHAT SORT OF EXAMPLE DO YOU THINK YOU'RE SETTING? DO YOU TALK THAT WAY TO YOUR SISTER? DOES CUNT TALK THAT WAY TO YOUR SISTER? SO WHY'D YOU SAY THAT? YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T GET AWAY WITH THAT YOU KNOW WHAT'S COMING TO YOU NOW, DON'T YOU? COMING TO CUNT I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DID THAT YOU CUNT, YOU FUCKING CUNT WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? YOU STUPID FUCKING CUNT DO YOU TALK THAT WAY TO YOUR SISTER? WOULD YOU TALK THAT WAY TO YOUR MOMMA? EH? COME ON, CUNT, DO YOU TALK THAT WAY TO YOUR MOMMA? DO YOU TALK THAT WAY TO YOUR MOMMA? DIDN'T SHE TEACH YOU ANY MANNERS? LOOK AT ME AND SAY YOU'RE SORRY, CUNT CUNT SAYS SORRY CUNT'S GONNA SAY SORRY YOU'RE NOTHING CUNT'S NOTHING NOTHING ZERO JUST REMIND YOURSELF REMEMBER YOU'RE FAT REMEMBER YOU'RE STUPID REMEMBER YOU'RE UGLY JUST LIKE YOUR FUCKING MOTHER JUST LIKE YOUR FUCKING FATHER HAVE YOU GOT A GOOD VIEW? FAT, STUPID AND UGLY JUST REMEMBER THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THIS FAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THIS STUPID YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THIS UGLY YOU KNOW THAT, DON'T YOU? IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE THIS WAY BUT WHAT ARE YOU? A FAT, STUPID, UGLY CUNT ARE YOU REMEMBERING THAT? YOU FUCKING CUNT I REALLY CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DID THAT YOU VULGAR, COMMON, COARSE PIECE OF SHIT YOUR HANGING AND SICK WOBBLY MEAT FLAB FLABBY FOLDS OF FLESH YOU'RE A DISGRACE YOU'RE A TOTAL DISGRACE AND WHERE'S YOUR FUCKING DECORUM YES, DECORUM, WHERE IS YOUR FUCKING DECORUM? CUNT'S FUCKING DECORUM YOU FUCKING CUNT JUST LIKE YOUR FUCKING MOTHER AND JUST LIKE YOUR FUCKING FATHER SEE THAT? WHAT'S THAT OVER THERE? YES, CUNT, THAT'S A DOOR I JUST WANT YOU TO LOOK AT THAT DOOR NOW I'M A REALLY POSITIVE PERSON BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT CAN HAPPEN FROM DAY TO DAY AS YOU THINK ABOUT IT IN YOUR MIND IF I WALKED OUT THAT FUCKING DOOR AND THE DOOR CLOSED AND AS IT CLOSED IT SLAMMED SHUT AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU DID NO MATTER WHAT YOU FUCKING DID YOU COULD NOT OPEN THE DOOR AND YOU KNEW YOU COULD NEVER LOOK INTO MY EYES AGAIN HEAR MY VOICE AGAIN FEEL MY TOUCH AGAIN YOU'RE RIGHT, YOU KNOW ABOUT THAT DOOR YOU REALLY SHOULDN'T THINK ABOUT IT A HUGE MISTAKE TO FUCKING THINK ABOUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THE DOOR IT MAKES YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE DOESN'T IT? I KNOW IT DOES YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL LIKE THAT IT'S DISTRESSING IT'S REALLY DISTRESSING A TERRIBLE THING HAPPENED MY FRIEND WAS STABBED IN THE STREET BY SOME DRUNK DEAD BEFORE HE ARRIVED AT THE HOSPITAL WOULDN'T IT BE HORRIBLE? THINK ABOUT IT EVEN IF YOU COULD GET THAT DOOR OPENED AND YOU WERE TO SEARCH YOU COULD NEVER FIND ME AGAIN YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO SEE ME AGAIN YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO HEAR MY VOICE AGAIN FEEL MY TOUCH AGAIN YOU'LL NEVER BE ABLE ALL THAT FUN WE HAD TOGETHER THE GREAT TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER THE COAST THE NIGHT-TIME THE HOTEL THE JOURNEY HOME EVEN IF YOU WERE TO OPEN THAT DOOR YOU WOULD SEARCH BUT YOU COULD NEVER FIND YOU'RE NOTHING CUNT'S NOTHING NOTHING ZERO JUST REMIND YOURSELF REMEMBER YOU'RE FAT REMEMBER YOU'RE STUPID REMEMBER YOU'RE UGLY FAT, STUPID AND UGLY JUST REMEMBER THAT AND ALSO REMEMBER LIFE'S TRAGEDIES THINK ABOUT THEM I STILL THINK ABOUT IT YOU SEE THAT DOOR? CUNT, DO YOU SEE THAT FUCKING DOOR?
10.
HEY, KNUCKLE-NICKS I'LL TELL YOU: IT'S HELPING I'LL TELL YOU: YOU'RE DOING THE RIGHT THING I CAN SEE YOU'RE USED AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU'VE BEEN BUT I DO KNOW PAST FAILURES STILL HAUNT YOU THOUGHTLESS SLOW REMARKS YOU LATER REGRET IT'S HARD TO OWN UP AND TAKE THE BLAME FOR BEING A NERVOUS GIBBERING WRECK SO GO ON BE A CARELESS FUCKING ONLOOKER SO YOU CAN SIT AND NOT-THINK ABOUT PAIN I KNOW ABOUT GASPING ATTACKS AND MIRROR-BLOOD I KNOW ABOUT SHITBAGS AND SHAME I KNOW A FUCKLOAD MORE THAN YOU REALISE A FUCK OF A LOT MORE THAN YOU THINK I KNOW WHY YOU CAN TAKE A KISS BUT NOT A BONE-COUNT HUG I KNOW YOU BITE YOUR FAT BANANA FINGERNAILS AND I KNOW WHY YOU'D NEED TO SHAVE I KNOW YOU'RE A SLOW FUSSY PATHETIC EATER AND I KNOW YOU DON'T SLEEP MUCH BUT I'LL STILL TELL YOU: IT'S HELPING AND I'LL STILL TELL YOU: YOU'RE DOING THE RIGHT THING. QUESTION: DID YOU EVER HURT YOURSELF TO MAKE SOMEBODY SORRY? HOW OFTEN DO YOU PRETEND TO BE SICK? YOU EVER WANTED SOMETHING VERY MUCH BUT NEVER TOLD ANYBODY ABOUT IT? ARE YOU SUCH A SLUG YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT A FUCKING SUNDAE? YOU EVER MADE A BIT TOO MUCH FUSS OVER YOUR CUTS? YES, THE CUTTING WILL BE QUITE DRAMATIC IF YOU GET THE CRISSCROSS SLIT RIGHT AND SHOW AN EXPOSED PIECE OF BONE READY FOR THE HARVEST AND IN A FEW SECONDS' TIME: IN A DROP OF ANAL RED THE POISON AND YOUR TOTALLY DISGUSTINGLY DISEASED UNKEMPT DISGUSTING EXCUSE OF A BODY CONTINUES TO REACT TILL MERE DAYS AFTER THE CUTTING THE CANCER SAYS WELL HELLO IN BETWEEN FAIRGROUND MUSCLE TWITCHES AND CLEARLY WHITE SCALY SHIT TINKERBOY SAYS BURN IT OUT THE LITTLE CUNT DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HE'S TALKING ABOUT AND JUST WEEKS AFTER THE CUTTING YOU REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW WELL YOU CAN IMAGINE HOW SOON CHEAP TEARS ARE FORGOTTEN BECAUSE THERE'S NO WASTED KLEENEX OR SYMPATHY NOBODY WOULD GIVE A FUCKING TOSS FOR THE QUASI-GLAMOUR OF YOUR SYMPTOMS FOR YOUR RUSSELL'S SIGN AND FOR YOUR ATROCIOUS SLEEPLESS LUCIDITY BECAUSE WHAT IF THEY WERE PROVOKED? IT'S PERFECTNESS AND IT'S ALL THERE NO MORE POINTLESS TRAWLING THROUGH SELF-HELP BOOKS FOR TRIGGERING EXAMPLES NO MORE DAYTIME TRASH OR DRUNKEN WISDOM AT FIRST IT SEEMS NOT TO BE WORKING TILL YOU GET THAT INTIMATION OF DANGER THAT MEANS YOU CAN NO LONGER CONVINCE YOURSELF IT'S NOT WORKING MORE AND MORE AND MORE SO RIGHT NOW WOULD BE A GOOD TIME FOR BLACKMAIL WHO HAVE YOU EVER TRIED TO MAKE GUILTY? HAVE YOU EVER TOLD ON ANYONE? WHAT SOMEBODY HAS TOLD YOU NOT TO TELL MY QUESTION: I SAID HAVE YOU EVER TOLD ON ANYONE? YET I'LL TELL YOU: IT'S HELPING AND I'LL TELL YOU: YOU'RE DOING THE RIGHT THING. MORE AND MORE YOU WONDER IF ANYONE REALLY GIVES A FUCK DO YOU SOMETIMES FEEL THAT: YOU TALK TOO MUCH? YOU DON'T LISTEN ENOUGH? DO YOU ADMIT TO LETTING OTHERS PUSH YOU AROUND? WHO'S PUSHING YOU AROUND NOW? WHO'S HITTING ON YOU NOW? WHO'S THE PERVERT HITTING ON YOU NOW, KNUCKLE-NICKS? HAS HE SUCCESSFULLY PERVERTED AN ETHIC? HAS HE DESTROYED A DOLL BODY? I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT'S IT LIKE NOT TO HAVE HANDS AND I'LL SHOW YOU HOW TO HOLD ON TIGHT I'LL SHOW YOU HOW TO PISS ON YOUR OWN BEDCLOTHES AND SIT IN A CLOSET YOU'LL LEARN TO SWEAT WHILE UNCONSCIOUS AND I'LL SHOW YOU THE ELECTRIC STICK YOU'LL LEARN ABOUT THE KITTY-CUT BEFORE THE PRIVILEGE OF SEEING YOUR OWN BLOOD I'LL LET YOU SUCK BROWN-BROWN AND CLAIRIL SO YOU KNOW HOW PAPA'S SO BRAVE I'LL SHOW YOU THE WIDE-AWAKE NIGHTMARE AND NOW YOU CAN BUY SOME FUCKING FEAR SO NEW QUESTION: CAN YOU: SPOT A PERSON WHO'S LIKE ME? CAN YOU: IMAGINE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THEIR BODY AND YOURS? CAN YOU: IMAGINE A PERSON WHO LOOKS LIKE YOU? COULD YOU: SPOT A PERSON WHO LOOKS UNLIKE YOU? CAN YOU: SPOT A PERSON WHO'S HOW YOU WANT TO BE? CAN YOU: IMAGINE A PERSON WHO YOU'D NEVER WANT TO BE? TRANSFERRING PEOPLE IS A FUCKING DEGRADING THING TO DO TO THEM AND ONE DAY THE YOU'LL UNDERSTAND THAT ONE DAY THE YOU'LL UNDERSTAND THAT: CUT HANDS HAS THE SOLUTION WE'LL FEED YOU TO EVERY HUNGRY BIRD WILL FEED YOU TO EVERY STARVING ANIMAL AND WE'LL LET THEM EAT FAT TILL THEY'RE FULL AND WILL LET THEM DRINK BLOOD TILL THEY'RE DRUNK AS I TELL YOU: IT'S HELPING WHILE I TELL YOU: YOU'RE DOING THE RIGHT THING.
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DO YOU THINK COULD YOU FOSTER ALL THAT HATE? COULD YOU FOSTER ENOUGH HATE? IS SEX BORING TO YOUR BODY? IS SEX DEGRADING TO YOUR BODY? DOES SOME BODY WITHHOLD SEX FROM YOU? INVALIDATE YOU SEXUALLY HAS SOME BODY USED YOU SEXUALLY? ANY ONE DRUGGED YOU FOR SEXUAL PURPOSES? ANY BODY PERFORM SEXUAL ACITONS WITH THE YOU AS A CHILD? WERE YOUR PARENTS MEAN TO YOU? YOU HAVE SEXUAL WITHHOLDS FROM YOUR PARENTS? BROTHERS OR SISTERS MEAN TO YOU? SOMEONE TRY TO ABORT YOU? NEGLECTED AS A CHILD? ABUSED AS A CHILD? HATE YOUR PARENTS EVER MISHANDLED AS A CHILD? DESTROY YOUR TOYS TO GET EVEN BEEN IMPLANTED WITH SEXUAL COMPULSIONS? IMPLANTED THAT SEX WAS EVIL? IMPLANTED WITH SEXUAL PICTURES? ANY STOPS IN YOUR LIFE? BEEN DISAPPOINTED WITH SOMEONE HAVE YOU EVER PRETENDED TO ENJOY SEX? ANY THING CONCERNING SEX YOU HAVE A WITHHOLD ABOUT? ANY THING YOU’VE DONE THAT YOU ARE RESTRAINING YOURSELF FROM EVER DOING AGAIN? AND YET YOU KNOW YOU’RE STILL A FAILING FUCKING LIAR TO MOCK UP A REALLY BAD FUTURE FOR YOURSELF YOU’RE ABOUT TO EXPERIENCE GETTING SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP AND ONCE YOU’RE WILLING TO FEEL THAT OUT OF CONTROL DUMP THE FUCKING RUBBISH RISE UP RISE UP KILL THIS FUCKING NIGHTMARE THAT IS INSIDE YOU.
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Daddo 12:19
YOU'LL NEVER LOOK THIS GOOD AGAIN YOU'LL NEVER BE YOUNGER THAN THIS NO THE WORDS THAT SLIDE OUT OF THEIR LAZY HOLES ARE THE SAME AS ANY OTHER ROAD NOISE NOISE AS SAD REPRESENTATION MYTH A SAFE REMOVE, AGGRANDISING, DESPERATE, RESIGNED AND THE ULTIMATE SEPARATION ONLY WORDS BUT THEY ARE WORDS THAT I COLLECT WORDS I FUCK THOUGHTS AND CAMPAIGNERS I COVET AND CARE SO VERY MUCH ABOUT THAT I KEEP THE SHOWY WRAPPING PAPER SAY IT: ONLY WORDS SAY IT: IT WASN'T HER FAULT SAY IT: MONSTER NIGHTMARE PERFECT PURE PRODUCT BUGS FLIT AROUND LOOKING FOR AN IN SOMETHING COMFORTABLE IT WANTS TRUTH IT WANTS TO BE FOOLED IT NEEDS TO BE CONVINCED IT'S LOOKING FOR A LITTLE RELIGION A SUGGESTION ON WHAT WORKS LISTEN CONCENTRATE MUMMY TAUGHT YOU HOW TO LIKE IT DADDY TAUGHT YOU HOW TO SLEEP YOU DON'T LIKE THOSE TANGLES IN YOUR HAIR LIKE WHEN MUMMY PULLED A COMB THROUGH, DO YOU? PAY ATTENTION LET ME WIPE YOUR FACE, YOUR LITTLE LIP AND CHEEKS THIS IS WHAT ADULTS DO THIS IS WHAT ADULTS DO SAY NO SAY STOP SAY NO YOU'RE NOT RIGHT NOW, MUMMY SAID DON'T I WANNA GO HOME MUMMY SAID THIS IS WHAT YOU GET WHAT YOU TAKE IN IT ONLY HAPPENS ONCE I'M GOING TO TEACH YOU TO SING AND TEACH YOU TO WORRY ABOUT OTHERS THE WAY YOU WORRY ABOUT YOURSELF SO WHY DON'T YOU TALK TO YOUR DADDY ANY MORE? NAME YOURSELF NOT CUNT NOTHING HAPPENS NOT THIS NOT CUNT NOT JUST THIS NOT JUST ANOTHER HOLE A TIGHTER COMPARABLE PIT THIS TIME SAYING WHY FAIR NOT CUNT WHAT'S BAD? WHAT'S BAD FOR YOU? WHEN DID IT STOP BEING ENOUGH? BEING GOOD ENOUGH NOT THIS NOT JUST THIS NOT JUST ANOTHER HOLE FOR BABY? WHAT DID MUMMY SAY? DOES MUMMY LET YOU DO THIS? HOW DO YOU APPLY LIPSTICK? HOW DO YOU APPLY BLUSH? HOW DO YOU FOLD SCENTED KLEENEX? WHAT'S TALCUM POWDER FOR? HOW DO YOU PUT ON YOUR KNICKERS? HOW DO YOU PULL ON YOUR TIGHTS? HOW DO YOU CROSS YOUR LEGS? WHERE DO YOU WEAR YOUR PERFUME? HOW DO YOU WALK IN THESE HEELS? LITTLE MISS LITTLE DOLL LITTLE DOLLY SPECIAL YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THIS BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER HOW OLD AND STUPID AND BLANK AND PINNED-UP AND TUCKED AND SUCKED IN AND HIGH-HEELED AND LIED AND DRUGGED JUST LIKE YOUR MUMMY LOOKS NOW LITTLE FULL EMPTY HEAD YOU WERE BORN FOR THIS WHAT DO YOU THINK THE MAKEUP'S FOR? THE KLEENEX? THE BLUSH? THE COCKSUCKER RED LIPSTICK? THE BLEACHED HAIR? THE TALCUM POWDER? YOUR KNICKERS AND TIGHTS? THE HEELS? MUMMY'S SHOES? YOUR PAINTED TOENAILS? DO YOU KNOW THERE'S NOTHING MORE POUT KISS SMILE SLIDE YOUR COMING TITS YOUR ASS YOUR CUNT WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK IT'S FOR? YOU'LL NEVER LOOK THIS GOOD AGAIN YOU'LL NEVER BE YOUNGER THAN THIS I CAN SEE ALL THAT AND I'M NOT WRONG ABOUT ANY OF IT.

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Whitehouse.
Brand new masters by Noel Summerville of the twelve most intense anthems you will ever know.

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